A Wonderful Sleepless Morning

Some of you may have noticed the gold ring I wear on my right index finger. This isn't just any ring; it's a biometric device known as an Oura Ring. It tracks various health metrics like heart rate, activity levels, and sleep patterns. I've been using it for years, and it has confirmed something I've always known: I'm an excellent sleeper. I can't remember a time when I struggled to sleep through the night, which I believe contributes significantly to my energy and productivity during the day. Many people ask how I manage to juggle so many aspects of life simultaneously. The answer? Good sleep, regular exercise, and excellent nutrition. I ensure my "meat vehicle" is always in prime condition.

However, over the past two months, I've experienced difficulty sleeping through the night. Typically, I fall asleep around 10 PM, only to wake up between 2-3 AM and find myself unable to drift back to sleep. Initially, I attributed this to my back pain, but the issue persisted even after the pain subsided. This led me to ponder other causes, ranging from solar flares—which coincide with my sleep disturbances—to spiritual growth, global increases in pain and suffering, and even demonic interference, as suggested by some spiritually inclined individuals online.

Just this morning, I awoke at 3:00 AM, feeling exhausted. I thought if I found a comfortable position, I'd fall back asleep easily. Instead, my wakefulness and frustration only grew over the next hour and a half. By 5 AM, I decided to start my day, and surprisingly, I began to feel...good. This was unexpected, as sleepless nights usually leave me with feelings of failure and anxiety about the day ahead. However, today was different. I made some coffee, stretched, and as the morning progressed, my sense of well-being only intensified.

This experience has led me to reflect. Perhaps a sleepless night isn't inherently negative. Whatever the reason, it is meant to be, and thus, it is well. My intuition, which has become increasingly reliable thanks to your support, suggests something significant is unfolding in our world and within us. We are in a period of preparation for a transition that will lead us to the salvation we seek. I can already feel it. Moments from my childhood that were once filled with light and meaning are shining brightly once again. The ordinary no longer seems mundane, and the extraordinary—humans, animals, plants—appears almost fantastical.

I am filled with an unexpected and surprising level of meaning, well-being, and excitement for what is to come. We are like seeds in the process of germination, experiencing both disruption and nourishment. The harsh and nurturing conditions we face, like sunlight and the desire for fresh air, awaken the latent potential within us. In this way, we play a vital role in the interplay of all things.